INDESCRIBABLE LOVE

these days i felt so much love from my parents, apart from my rebelliousness and all. i think i owe them alot that no matter what i do i can't repay them exactly what they had give to me.
i randomly told my mum a few days ago that i miss this vegetarian food that i haven been eating for years. and i ate that stall since young till it stopped its business. this morning, although i never report for school and still sleeping like a dead pig on bed. she went to i don't know where just to get me what i've long wanted. i feel like a incorrigible daughter, i feel so guilty about the things i've done behind their back. i love them, but i just don't know how to open it all up towards them.

last day of school! and i'm not there, but i was lucky that i didn't attend. as i've heard mr syed's talk was super duper long. work later till 3 am, i can't go drinking with the others =( i'll get screwed later by my manager for not reporting work on wednesday w/o any reasons and not informing before hand.

my cellphone line is so retard now. i only can receive and send messages. they had cut off my out-going and in-coming calls. damn it! tanjong karang trip sounded fun on the briefing, like the fireflies, chinatown roaming and strawberry farm we're going to attend. there's so much more actually, but this are the ones that attracted me. study day camp is approaching, although it sounded quite bored, but i think i must force myself to get into it. i need to improve my studies/

i;m struggling now whether to give up my sony ericsson phone for a razor v3i. i really don't know what to chose over with.